14. if love is a red dress (hang me in rags) - acoustic demo version
I'm writing whilst I wait for my pasta to be ready. I'm not entirely sure it's a vegetarian pasta. Sometimes in Denmark they just slip meat into unexpected places. So I'm suspicious. We have a deadline soon. I'm very disconnected to everything. I do all this reading and writing and formulating and then I have a break where I don't look at my work. When I come back to it I can't quite believe that it's my work at all. It sounds clever, it has knowledge that I've already forgotten. I almost feel sad for the person who has read all these books and boiled it up into this thing in front of me - somewhat impressed. It's really a feeling of looking at yourself from the outside, like these dreams where you can't move or something like that, and it actually means you're dead. But anyway I'm not dead it's just a weird numb sensation. Very disconnected from things. Also when I come back to all my ideas and interests I can feel restless, it